introducing...

Nikki (she/they) is an intuitive tarot reader, psychic medium and a proud trauma survivor; now fiercely dedicated to teaching people how they can take back the reigns over their own lives, all while managing her own chronic pain and changing the crystal landscape by promoting mindful consumption and sustainable self-development. Nikki's work is described by many as self-blooming and endlessly compasionate.

NIKKI'S JOURNEY

As a highly sensitive kid, growing up in a world that lives at a pace I could never quite catch up on, I searched for pockets of light wherever I could. 


When I discovered other kids did not see the shadowy figures I regularly had conversations with, I learned to find footing on my own.

the internet became my best friend

Like many, I could find people with similar experiences, geek out over hobbies but also do loads of research.  This came in useful, especially after my concussion at 12 years old, after which I suddenly became a pain-ridden, anxious and depressed insomniac. Over the years that anxiety turned from 'the weekly panic attack' to non-stop; having panic attacks from before I even woke up, to while I was still fast asleep.

Path to Recovery

In those contractive moments, I turned to crystals and Tarot to give me an anchor

PDTR moved me out of fear and confusion, into excitement and wonder about what my body was capable of

EMDR helped me to center into the present, instead of fleeing

the more I used these tools, the more I began to evolve and heal as a person

On top of that I did heaps and heaps of research on my health: figuring out that concussions are actually not supposed to last and 'come back' as well as how to best manage my chronic illnesses. (Shoutout to Post Concussion Syndrome)

finding the other end of the tunnel

Healing is an ever evolving journey

While I'm by no means a proffesional, I do want to share my experience with those who struggle to find this light, and are working on their own growth and evolution, but in a gentle way, and at their own pace.

While healing isn't linear, change is very much possible. No spiritual by-passing, just genuine actionable change.
Nalite is about taking actionable steps to a soul-led life; taking life at your pace; leading with purpose and intergration.

Slow but steady steps

Now, after a lot of hard work, Nikki feels more energetic each day. She is capable of living, maybe not the most normal of lives, but definitely the most joyful one! And is proud to be starting Nalite, a project they've dreamt of since she was around 14 and has developed the name of at she 16. In may of 2023 at 18 she registered Nalite as an official company and in 2025 is making their dream come true by launching Nalite to the public.

present days

"It took me some time to be ready for Nalite. I've had to drop out of school because of my mental health and put my whole life on pause. It feels foreign to think that merely a year ago I was still experiencing constant anxiety attacks. Nowadays my baseline is deep belly breaths with a flair of chronic pain. Everyday I learn to take better care of myself, this journey I hope to share with you, so we can all live life to the fullest" - Nikki

acknowledgements

Mind-body connection

I have the honour to have worked with Barry Westerveld, a chronic pain and P-DTR expert, 
though his site is in Dutch, I highly reccomend checking him and his field of work out!

more on Barry

Bowing to my Tutor

The way tarot is traditionally taught and interpreted, never sat quite right with me. Aside from personal field-notes, Tarot for The Wild Soul from Lindsay Mack has transformed my view of the Tarot completely.

more on TFTWS

A toast to Therapy!

Marleen Dekker's work has shaped me tremendously in my healing journey, as a gentle and encouraging guide, she helped me take back the reigns over my mental health through EMDR. To dutch people; reccomend reccomend!

more on Marleen

family support

unconditional

Although I have learned a lot on my own, I would like to take a moment to not only thank my Oma, but also my mom, dad and my siblings. Without their unconditinal love none of this would have been possible. 

I would like to thank my uncles, aunts, cousins, my cats, and above all my late grandpa, who helps me find my earbuds nowadays. 

With every decision I make, my family is there to support me. Their warmth has shaped me, their laughter gives me strenght and their cuddles are honestly peak!

They are to me what in Dutch we call 'gezellig' a word which I'll forever try to find a 100% encompassing definition for. 

Thank you, thank you, thank you! How grateful I am to know all of you and to be apart of your lives <3

SPECIAL THANKS

to everyone who let me bombard them with pictures and questions for feedback on the site!

this site probably would've taken another century to come together if it wasn't for them nudging me in the right direction, with invaluable advice from writing, to the logistics of operating a site, it's an honour knowing your words shaped this site as much as they've shaped me.

and now to you, the reader: congratulations! you've made it to the end. thank you for being here, thank you for being you!